Hello Monster

In human mind, there is a saying that there are two potentiality of becoming good and bad human. Every day, human struggle in this position. Whoever win is the one we feed more than another.

Allan finishes reading the article about suicide in the recent newspaper that he got this morning. He just leave it on the table and walk to the kitchen. He puts the dirty cup in the sink and when a rat pass his leg, he quickly step on it and trap it between his feets. He did not feel hurt when the rat starts to bite his feets. Even he grinned and grab the rat wth his fingers. That day a bad side of human possessed him. A monster inside him appear.

The rat in Allan’s hand struggling and wants to run away. It’s eyes reflecting fear and anxiety. But Allan stand still and even enjoying the moment. The moment that he felt like a God, deciding something to be alive or dead. Later, he takes a knife with his other hand and start with cutting the rat’s ears, the left side and the right side. And at last, he cuts the rat’s neck slowly and enjoying the rage screaming of the rat. When he finish cutting the rat’s neck, the blood flooding his hands and he reaches the unknown happiness that he never felt before.

In the next day, Allan surprised when he found a dead rat in his dining table. He suddenly cry for the unfortunate rat. And it seems that Allan did not remember what did he do yesterday. Without thinking, he takes the rat and bury it in his backyard. Put a nice tomb as a remembrance. After burying the poor rat, Allan back to his house, replying twitter- answering the questions of gamer and translate the game profile into english and put it in his company website. Allan’s occupation as supporting service in a game company did not take a lot of his time. He can works 40 hours a week in his house. He only need to connect with the internet so he can fulfill his job’s duty. He earns pretty much amount of money, so that he can live well now. Even, his company gave him an award because of his skill. But Allan lack one thing, He does not have family. He grew up in the orphanage and no one adopt him till he is seventeen and step out from the orphanage. Since then, he studying in the university while working, only to support himself.

The strange thing, after Allan got abused and bullied by his friends when he was in the orphanage, Allan seems to have DID or what we usually called multiple personality disorder and Allan have not realize it, yet.